and I’ve the feeling it’ll be one that continues into the unconscious. Can’t wait really. As always, a solo journey, destination unknown.

A solemn voice is always a nice companion.

I’ve never been very good with tests. My anxiety always got the best of me. Until these past few years, never was very good at this life thing either.

Had a physical a few weeks ago. Seems I either over studied or didn’t study hard enough. Completely bombed a very important part of it. Tomorrow I get to see a specialist… and take a few more tests. Concerned? Yeah, just a lot.

Funny thing about possibly being very sick. The ones that feel the most pain are those that aren’t on the gurney. Been on the gurney before a few times, I write from experiences just trust me on this one ok. I was in waaay better shape than those looking over me. I knew the facts, I dealt with the pain. Others were left to nothing but a fearful imagination. It’s an odd thing to describe I guess unless you’ve been there.

So that life thing. A work in progress it appears.

The Little Prince

“It is such a mysterious place, the land of tears.”

If you get it, I would very much like to meet you.