I don’t know of anyone in my family that isn’t having rather serious issues. Mom is doing better but better isn’t much to speak about. Both sisters and my brother have everything from requiring oxygen to a pacemaker to some therapy to get their bones to heal properly.

My marriage of 40 years is on the rocks. My best friend has another inner ear infection and is stumbling around but he’s getting better I think. Please Bulleit, get better. I need you right now. I hope you see that when I look at you.

Skin cancer was diagnosed last week and radiation was discussed and quickly rejected. This isn’t life, this isn’t living. It quite simply isn’t even an existence. It’s just a living horror that I would wish upon no one.

Someday I’m going to find a rabbit hole so mysterious, so deep and wide I won’t want to leave. Someday