man I use to be. Quite possibly, never the man I should have been or was supposed to be. Jury’s still out on that one I guess and only time will tell.

Until this morning I thought I was taking one for the team. It sucked but I had become almost happy about it. This afternoon I found someone took my place. The guilt is nearly overwhelming.

So many out there with so much more to look forward to. And here I am, stealing your precious life.

I’m so very sorry to whoever you might be. I’ll never stop thinking of how to make it right for you.