I’ve dealt with anxiety since I was a kid. I just figured it was what everyone did and worked through. These past few years I’ve been fighting it’s bigger brother depression. A little older, possibly a little wiser, I’ve come to the realization that none of it ever was, or is normal. I just want a single day of no worries, a night of no nightmares. Just one please.

I wish it all upon no one. I wish it would just all go away. It’s all consuming. It tears your mind apart like black hole. It confuses, it’s just horrific.

Please, let me have a real smile.

Please?