put into words how badly I simply don’t want to be anything right now. I don’t want to be me. I don’t want to be here. I feel as if I’m losing all connectivity to everything. At times I have thoughts that I know what I’m missing but they never quite appear. The feeling of separation, the disconnect is overwhelming me. I’m broken somewhere, it’s about the only thing I’m sure of.

I’m just incredibly lost in my own body