I’ve never been very good with tests. My anxiety always got the best of me. Until these past few years, never was very good at this life thing either.

Had a physical a few weeks ago. Seems I either over studied or didn’t study hard enough. Completely bombed a very important part of it. Tomorrow I get to see a specialist… and take a few more tests. Concerned? Yeah, just a lot.

Funny thing about possibly being very sick. The ones that feel the most pain are those that aren’t on the gurney. Been on the gurney before a few times, I write from experiences just trust me on this one ok. I was in waaay better shape than those looking over me. I knew the facts, I dealt with the pain. Others were left to nothing but a fearful imagination. It’s an odd thing to describe I guess unless you’ve been there.

So that life thing. A work in progress it appears.