Repressed Memories

And interesting things they are too. I’ve been dealing with an event from probably 20 or 30 years ago these past 6 or 8 weeks. It was a pretty traumatic event then and I had blocked it out entirely until a recent medical test that didn’t go so well brought the damn thing back.

Mentally it’s like being a person inside a person. It begins with a memory, then it transitions into a more detailed picture followed immediately by much doubt and more self debriefs. Was it my imagination or was it reality.

I guess what gets me the most about them (yes, for me the memories come back in truncated clusters) is that a part of me has been hiding from me something that had actually happened to me.

Yeah, it’s been a sometimes very frightening and bizarre trip.

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